okay!! that can be my real birthday celebration because it doesn't really feel real out here...
i don't think they will im pretty sure they said i'll be here for a week or two? and if they try to keep me here any longer, well... i guess i'll figure out something!
( which is easier said than done. yuuta has always been possessed of a gentle soul, regardless of the near-infinite depth of cursed energy that he has (and now shares with rika, regardless of how much distance separates them). his idea of making a stand against the school administrators keeping him away from her was probably "make several soft-spoken protestations and complaints" before lapsing back into uncertain silence. they have always complemented one another in that way — rika stood up for yuuta with ferocious intensity when he didn't have the nerve, and he would appeal to her good will and bridge between her and others when rough patches arose.
it's so much harder for them to be that to one another with so much distance between them. it's a unique sort of challenge, especially considering how long it's been since they've been apart for this long.
loneliness is somehow worse when surrounded by others. he tries to be open, tries to be friendly with the new students he's introduced to, but... his guard is always partially up, a piece of his mind and his heart always with rika. hoping she's doing well, worrying that something might happen. the lion's share of their elders' ire seems to fall on her — especially once they had scoured through both of their family histories to try to find some explanation for what happened...
it's fortunate that it'd so quickly become obvious that their fates are intertwined with one another; if something happened to her, he would know, because he would unravel too. )
do you remember what we did for my birthday two years ago?
( it had been unseasonably warm, and rika's grandmother had been in a lax enough mood to let rika go with yuuta and his family to the beach. )
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that can be my real birthday celebration
because it doesn't really feel real out here...
i don't think they will
im pretty sure they said i'll be here for a week or two?
and if they try to keep me here any longer, well... i guess i'll figure out something!
( which is easier said than done. yuuta has always been possessed of a gentle soul, regardless of the near-infinite depth of cursed energy that he has (and now shares with rika, regardless of how much distance separates them). his idea of making a stand against the school administrators keeping him away from her was probably "make several soft-spoken protestations and complaints" before lapsing back into uncertain silence. they have always complemented one another in that way — rika stood up for yuuta with ferocious intensity when he didn't have the nerve, and he would appeal to her good will and bridge between her and others when rough patches arose.
it's so much harder for them to be that to one another with so much distance between them. it's a unique sort of challenge, especially considering how long it's been since they've been apart for this long.
loneliness is somehow worse when surrounded by others. he tries to be open, tries to be friendly with the new students he's introduced to, but... his guard is always partially up, a piece of his mind and his heart always with rika. hoping she's doing well, worrying that something might happen. the lion's share of their elders' ire seems to fall on her — especially once they had scoured through both of their family histories to try to find some explanation for what happened...
it's fortunate that it'd so quickly become obvious that their fates are intertwined with one another; if something happened to her, he would know, because he would unravel too. )
do you remember what we did for my birthday two years ago?
( it had been unseasonably warm, and rika's grandmother had been in a lax enough mood to let rika go with yuuta and his family to the beach. )